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June 20, 2021 In THOUGHTS

THE FLOAT

I always know when it’s time to write, I can’t sleep. I recite paragraphs in my head thinking of where to place line breaks and how my words will read. I haven’t done this since September, apparently, a testament to the pace of the ambivalence...

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September 24, 2020 In THOUGHTS

GODSPEED

I’ve done it again. That thing where I get all motivated only to go ghost shortly after. I always loved the idea of consistent writing and allude to it far too much for it not to become common practice. Annoying, but entirely fixable on my...

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June 5, 2020 In THOUGHTS

ISOLATION STATION

I wondered when the next burst would come. Often, I worried it would never come at all. 11:45 pm on a Thursday wasn’t expected, but sometimes the best nights strike you by surprise. Maybe it’s because I spoke to my best friend on the phone...

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February 23, 2020 In THOUGHTS

THINGS THAT ARE ALLOWED TO SUCK

I remember when I first moved and someone asked me what my least favourite thing about London was. What a curious question I thought, why on earth would that be your go-to? After small consideration I decided it was because some people want to see...

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December 28, 2019 In THOUGHTS

ENTER, 2020

To the many, moments ahead and special times to renew in the form of; songs sayings dishes dances weekends pictures meetings phases. Wednesdays that feel like Thursdays and fate at its finest. Allowing feeling in all we do and noticing how much we’re willing to give.    💚...

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November 2, 2019 In THOUGHTS

I CAN’T DECIDE IF I’M LIBERATED OR LONELY

I’ve decided that being single is a strange, fickle business. How quickly the pendulum can swing from sisters doing it for themselves to wow solo AF. It comes down to a series of simple factors, notably: location, mood, agenda, and ultimately, desire to self-sabotage (I’m...

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October 20, 2019 In THOUGHTS

ARCHIVE: IT’S LATE

07/09 12:18 AM on a Saturday and I’ve slept all day, now just finished watching McQueen. Feeling part inspired, part homesick (not really actually) with a longing for love and sense of confusion for myself.  I ate cereal for dinner because I felt like something sweet. I...

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October 6, 2019 In THOUGHTS

LONDONTOWN LEARNINGS

I was looking through notes on my phone and found I had left myself some. Cute, and thoughtful too, because each one threw me back to a random little memory I thought I’d share.  I’ve made an effort not to change the titles and copy straight...

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August 1, 2019 In THOUGHTS

WOW, HI

This is weird. I don’t think I’ve ever backspaced a beginning so many times. Surely a cross-continent relocation would give me a thing or two to say ha. Now I’m smiling almost ironically as I come to realise I feel severely uninspired in contentment. Even...

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April 1, 2019 In THOUGHTS

WHAT THE F*CK

Good lord. I’m not even sure where to begin. How does one start when one’s life has quite literally been turned upside down? We’ll start with today, so in the following you know things turned out okay. Actually better than okay, but let’s acknowledge the...

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